TGIFridays!!!!

Thank God It’s Friday!!!!

It is D-Day -_-

I Am excited about

discovering that I have been leaving this segment out for sometime now smh, no wonder I have been feeling like something was missing from this TGIFridays posts.  I had to go way back to 2010 for reference smh.

Today I Am Feeling

anxious and afraid….

My Funky Friday Theme Song Is

This jam has been playing in my mind all damn week.

This Weekend I

will be buried in work… le sigh

I am really craving

I want a holiday!!!

I wish

I had time to focus on my craft 😦

I hope

all the sick people I know who were in hospital this week had successful surgery.

Today’s Inspirational Quote Is

Have A Fantastic Friday!!!

 

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Fashpiration – Fashion Inspiration

I am a huge fan of fashion blogs and I really need to share 2 new ones that I discovered recently.

I stumbled on Fatshion Insider yesterday and I was amazed. Kellie is a plus sized blogger from America and she describes her blog as a fun chronicle of what she loves to wear.

I absolutely love her accessories, bags and shoes, and her clothes. She really keeps up with the fashion trends and is proof that in America they cater for plus sized girls.

Kellie is confident and stylish, she wears whatever she wants despite her size. She truly is inspiring. I always have moments where I am hesitant about wearing some clothes because my arms look to flabby, or my tummy looks big, or too much cleavage etc, but going through her blog has reminded me that I need to love my body and to do me!

She is so bold!

Here are some other outfits which caught my eye from her blog that I loved:

This is Ess is a blog I discovered a few weeks ago, by Ess, a photography loving, nail polished obsessed, very beautiful girl from Kenya ok I will stop there before my girl crush starts to show :p

Am I lying?

She has the prettiest accessories, shoes and handbags, I would love to raid her wardrobe! She also shares where she buys her stuff from which gives us a good idea on where to shop.

She does her make up impeccably, and I love her lipstick stash. Her pictures are of fantastic quality thanks to her Canon camera Binti, I really think she should be a professional model, she does it so well. I saw her at Nakumatt Junction and nearly ran after her to meet her, but I thought it would be weird lol.

 

I love the high bun

There you have it, 2 blogs to inspire you 🙂

TGIFridays!!!!

Thank God It’s Friday!!!

Thank God for 4 day weeks 🙂

Today I Am Feeling

at peace with this life, and everything about it..

My Funky Friday Theme Song Is

You can never go wrong with V6 riddim, shout out to you my special friend reading this 😉 now that you keep bugging me for posts lol

This Weekend I

am working booo hoooo but yeah I saw it coming so it is no big deal.

I am really craving

water, imagine! I am so parched!! Blame the itis 🙂

I wish

schools would remain closed forever, the roads are so clear!

I hope

it doesnt rain, come on, it is a Friday evening!!

Today’s Inspirational Quote Is

Have A Fabulous Friday!!!

 

Side bar

Take a minute and carry out The Greatrnk Appraisal and vote for my guest post, back in the days when I actually had interesting stuff to blog about lol. Dang my life needs an upgrade.

Kisses,

TGIFridays!!!

Thank God It’s Friday!!!

Today I Am Feeling

first up, isnt it weird that it has been over 3 years and I still have not crammed this TGIFridays format smh. Anyhoosmu, my tummy still hurts from yesterday booooo.

Secondly, for everyone who has checked up on me, following yesterday’s over sharing, you guys are dimes. Thank you 🙂

My Funky Friday Theme Song Is

The Project X soundtrack which you can download from here.

This Weekend I

am so excited that my mummy is coming home, I have really missed her immensely!!

I am really craving

nothing right now apparently.. oh wait, I know what I want 😉

I wish

I had something to wish for, is this weird that I am so blank? I blame the nyama choma I had for lunch, itis does this to me I think!

I hope

……………………………….

Today’s Inspirational Quote Is

Have A Fantastic Friday 🙂

 

Confused is me!

I have always believed that things happen for a reason, that we are meant to learn something from the things that happen in the universe. (This does not apply to death).

Last week, my world was sort of turned upside down.  I wanted something which would have surely changed my life.  I was sure I had it in the bag, I had already envisioned how things would be different and I was looking forward to it immensely.

I think I have mentioned it before, that I do not believe in the whole concept of ‘The Secret’. What you think about you bring about. This is how things work in my life: I want something, I yearn for it, I get excited about it, I don’t get it and I end up extremely disappointed. Yes, the universe has forced me to be pessimistic; optimism has never worked in my favor.

In this case, I was pessimistic in the beginning, but the signs indicated that things would work out my way, so I made the mistake of having hope. So things never worked out, and I have been miserable ever since. I cried my guts out, I felt sorry for myself, then I was angry and I have been pissed off ever since.

I really do not like questioning God, but it was something I found myself doing. I really wondered why he would let this happen, why he felt like I was undeserving of this opportunity. Was I not good enough? He knew I needed a change, why would he let me continue suffering?!

He knows the plans that he has for me, plans to prosper me, not to harm me. But I am hurting, isn’t that harmful to my well being? It is not fair, life is not fair. Far much worse things have happened to people, trust me I know this, but that doesn’t make me feel less horrible. Every person has their own personal hell which no one else can understand no matter how hard they try.

I wondered why I had to go through this, and I remembered in the bible when Jesus asked God to take this cup of suffering away from him.  It made me wonder, if God could make Jesus suffer, what makes me any different?

I consider myself a good person, who upholds certain virtues, and I found myself wondering what was the point if my goodness will not be rewarded, or will not take me anywhere. Yes, I am aware that this thinking is very warped, but they are my thoughts and I cannot really control what crawls in there.

Due to these events, I was forced to accept that my life is the way it is and will never change any time soon. I try my best not to be sad about it, but today I found myself in tears yet again (damn female uncontrollable emotions).

This has been one of the most trying times of my life, I have been forced to abandoned any thoughts of the future, or having any hope for anything. I do not want anything to do with anything that will make me feel this way again.

Now life has thrown me a curve ball and I am so confused because it seems I have a chance of getting what I wanted in the first place. But I am so pissed off, because I cannot help but wonder why things had to happen this way. I have not learnt anything from this experience; in fact I think it has made me a worse person. I feel like just being defiant and ignore this whole thing all together, but I am really unhappy about my current situation so I cannot just throw this chance away out of stupid pride.

I do not know what to do, or what to feel or what to think….

I have read the above, but I am currently too damaged to believe it, maybe sometime in the future…

Olympics Vitamin Eye

A big thank you to Tininai, one of my loyal readers who I stole this title from :p

I am loving these eye candy posts I wont lie 🙂

Marcelo Chierighini is proof that Brazilian men are almost hot as the women, he represented Brazil in swimming at the Olympics.

This young man known as Tom Daley, I keep finding such great pictures of him!

These decathlon athletes are smoking hot! Here is Trey Hardee from the USA, he really reminds me of Wentworth Miller from the Prison Break days. He won the silver medal in the decathlon 🙂

I have a thing for men’s back muscles, they just look like the epitome of strength.

Last night David Rudisha made history by breaking his own world record, he definitely made Kenya proud, and we love that smile 🙂

Fellaz, I think T’erea Brown of the USA is pretty, what say you?

Sascha Klein is a diver from Germany…slurp

Pelvic bones, i am a sucker for them..

The former Mr Eva Longoria aka Tony Parker was repping France this year in basketball. Those goggles though..

Why didn’t I watch water polo?? Look at this!!

Marton Szivos from Hungary

The Olympics are now over *sob sob* that was some good entertainment, here is a clip of the spice girls singing at the closing ceremony.

Next up, Rio 2016 🙂

TGIFridays!!!

Thank God It’s Friday!!!!

working tomorrow 😥

Today I Am Feeling

meh…..

My Funky Friday Theme Song Is

This song is so awesome! And to think I first heard it today, I dunno why I wasted so much time.

This Weekend I

have my dancing shoes ready!!!

I am really craving

this crocheted maxi dress from Style Connection Kenya, someone buy it for me? *puppy face*

Kshs 3000, just do it 🙂

I wish

I never raised my hopes up, the secret is a big load of hogwash, never again!!! This felt almost as worse as heartbreak.

I hope

I can be as brave and hopeful as my aunt and uncles, they are so truly inspiring.

Today’s Inspirational Quote Is

Have A Fabulous Friday!!!