As we speak one of my best friends is up in the air flying thousands of miles away from here. It still feels kinda surreal, like it has not happened, but I know she’s gone because I feel so sad and alone.
Yes I may have tonnes of friends, but that doesn’t matter, I am sure I am just but an option for some of them.
The future looks bleak for the next 1 year, my randomness reduced a lot in February when the first best friend left, now it will reduce a whole lot, and after my other close friend leaves, it will be reduced to zero š¦
I hate goodbyes and I hate change, and clearly I have a lot of adjusting to do, and I am really not looking forward to it.
I am now refraining from watching any sad movies, or listening to slow mushy music because I will cry bucket loads!
Today is gonna be a really long yucky day………..
Revealed 
Awwww…this is sad but I thank God for the Internet and cheap Zain phone calls and soon the year will be gone before you know it…hang in there!
awww.. I miss you too babes…. and ur post made this gangsta girl cry š¦
love u lots!!!
It doesnt count if i never got to see the tears :p
Love you right back š
i never got to see gangsta girl’s tears either š¦
but miss you soooo much
n the randomness has reduced for both of us btw i miss that too cant wait2 c u!
love you longtime š
Miss you tooo š I am really praying hard. Dont make me unleash loveratness on my blog please? lol But you know i have mad love for you š